Monotony

I need some solace
A place where everything stops
But where nothing stays the same.

I want what I've never known.
What's scary is not knowing if that will be enough
My heart is in another place
Ahead of my logic.

The contradictions of my life are mere presentations of foresight
If only I could know the foreshadowing signs
My life as it will be.

I get bored with regularity
Excited for the new
Ready to continue on forever
but then forever becomes monotonous
and I'm ready to move along.

Next step
getting me where I've always wanted
Where imagination precedes reality.